.+. Serene .+.

ok time to let out all my problems here again xD
seriously i really love my blog,
somewhat it really is similar to rubbish dump,
where we throw all the useless & unwanted stuff,
and sometimes even a useful stuff is also being thrown by some people =.=
my blog's just the same,
as a place for me to drop all my memories, whether good or bad.

but sad to say,
today's post will be a disappointing one,
like the date stated itself,
today's really a moody day for me =((

it all started last night,
when i chat with some of them about some stuff.
first was with Joyce,
the problem was still not yet serious for me,
somewhat i didn't feel like it's a big deal at all.
plus, she even sent a picture of HongKi to me,
which i received very happily,
and forgot about the problem for a while.
*seriously his picture really worked*

and after that chat with Jason,
because i felt that he needs to know about the 'updates' too
and thought that maybe he could at least help me a little.
but, it just got worse, and not any better
i became really emotional, and stressed out
after what he told me
*honestly, i didn't mean to blame him for anything*
but still thanks to his advice

fuh..
as for what problem that i was experiencing,
i guess i better keep that to myself

that was what happened last night.
this morning when i woke up,
surprisingly, i didn't feel any better caused by the 'problem'
and i still carried on with my driving lesson
but again, something came up
nah, not about today's lesson at all,
the lesson went on smoothly,
and i was about to take QTI already too.
but a new problem came up,
*thanks to mum* =/
now this is even worse
i cried alot because of this..
really disappointed with mum..
AIHHHH

that was what happened this afternoon.
then later in the evening,
i got better,
thanks to 'something'
;)