.+. Serene .+.

EunHae :D

woke up earlier today,
cuz need to settle some stuff before going to GP for another reunion
while i was preparing,
received a call from dad as usual,
cuz they're out every morning,
and will call to home to check on us
but this time,
he told a different thing,
"Aunt's baby boy is gone. he's died."
i was like, "HUH!?!?"
so shocking!
later do i learnt that he has problem with his heart since he was born last Wednesday
gosh pity the little boy..
and the thought of how aunt's gonna react with this crossed my mind
cuz the whole family was so happy to accept this new member to the family
and how hard aunt delivered him,
now they said he's gone and that's it
T_T

gonna reach the time we've decided to meet up,
but mum and dad are not home yet..
that's why i can blog about this right now
but still looking forward to the reunion,
as next week i won't be around,
can't online,
can't catch up with kpop news,
can't catch up with shows,
and the worst part is,
CAN'T SMS!!

gosh i'm so gonna miss you guys
T_T

it all started with Mnet Asian Music Awards (MAMA)
that they started to have unfair results of the winners

after MAMA, the Golden Disk Award (GDA) was being quite fair i feel,
at least some of the awards were given to two winners who deserves them.

was thinking of only checking the result for Melon Awards tomorrow which was shown live today
but i ended up dropping at facebook again,
and was so shocked to see the news with almost the same headline all over my homepage,
SNSD got it all!!
WTH?!?!
out of the 12 awards, half were given to SNSD
whereas SJ & 2PM only got top10 artist award :S

ok this is too over..
how come all the awards presentations are SNSD-biased??
i know they're very popular in the kpop world,
but awards presentation should be fair, and focus more at the quality right??
seriously and honestly,
SJ & 2PM's albums are wayyyy better!
how can they won the song and album awards?!?
i feel so disappointed and sad for SJ..
they seriously deserves more than just top10 award =.=

now this news gonna make me spend the whole night "BURNING" :@:@:@

just back from T3 CBE which started at 1130 just now
it was ok, my result too,
as usual got lower than i expected =.=
when i heard Kar Mun & Jason got 96,
i was like =O, but it's actually expected from both of them
so i was abit stressed ler both of them got so high :P

anyway when i woke up early this morning,
was told of a good news
my aunt has successfully delivered her son!!
LOL
even if it was a girl,
we'll feel happy for her also of course,
but this time it's happier cuz the baby's a boy
well, that's because the population of girls in our family is high,
the boys is like 1/3 of the number of the members only xDD
so yea, i finally got a cousin brother
*and i mean the very close one, my mum's side*

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and, there's this case which i just managed to confirm its existence
my parents are kinda unhappy that i'm INTO the kpop stuff
they don't show it that obvious ler,
but i'm always having that kind of feeling everytime.
when i'm online, ok let's say i DID online too long,
they'll raise their voice hinting me to stop facing the computer
*well, maybe that's a normal stuff for all of us*
but i guess they don't know that i'll be checking kpop stuff whenever i'm online huh??
they thought i was wasting time chatting with friends,
and risking myself joining all those sites
*yep, they don't know we sisters joined friendster, facebook, myspace etc..
cuz unfortunately, they stil forbids them =.=*

the worse thing happened 2 nights ago,
and i went to bed early that night,
after got shoo-ed by them.
while lying on the bed,
i kept thinking,
"why is mum and dad always like this??
don't they know that i can't live out of kpop world??
is it a crime to be addicted of kpop stuff??
are they trying to have me stick with them forever??
why don't they just hold me in prison then!?!"
these thoughts always played in my mind that night..
and eventough i passed my driving,
my mum doesn't like the fact that i'll be out most of the time
and eventough my dad says we're planning to go Korea for my sake,
he's still holding his idea that it's not wise for me to have more freedom on my own

AHHH
sometimes' i'll get really tired,
and even stressed if i miss out any kpop updates
so i can really release my tension, relax and enjoy whenever i read there's good news happening on our favourite bands
though there's still times when i get angry people who don't understand at all to critic them,
and got really sad too when there's crazy and ignorant fans causing bad things to happen on them..
it has been part of my daily routine to do all these stuff,
but, i guess there's still some who don't understand that..
some including my own parents..

got really exhausted when i came back last night,
cuz was 'busy' the whole day yesterday.

Saturday night was the night before aunt's wedding,
so had to go over to grand-aunt's *grandpa's sister* house for dinner also.
came back quite late, so slept late too

then mum woke us up very early the next morning which was yesterday =.=
which was the wedding day.
but we sisters didn't bother to listen la, cuz really couldn't wake up that early too zZz
we ended up reaching there late, *well, quite*
the bridegroom reached after we reached awhile,
so yea, good, didn't need to waste time waiting also. LOL
and the next thing we knew,
we were dragged to the bride's room.
*right, the "unmarried-girls-please-head-to-the-room" kind of stuff* =/
we were like so blur that time,
and what's more, we were in-charged of playing pranks on the groom.
but yeah, that was fun..
we didn't do much, just added joy to the atmosphere was enough xDD



and then when the bride & groom came out,
we were dragged to the guys of the groom's side,
to.. *what do we call that??* tied the flower on their shirts,
*yea some sort =.=*
and they tied on our wrists in return..

went over to the groom's after that,
and we came home after everything kinda settled, about 1 smtg

thought wanna go for a nap after that la,
but *thanks to Eunhae chingu*,
i was more eager to go online check on kpop updates xD

and about 5 smtg,
started preparing for the dinner at night
and headed to Red Rock Hotel..

chingu must have enjoyed the christmas party too,
owh wish i could go instead of dinner :P



*gosh my feet really hurts, stupid high-heels :S*

wow gotta shout with this,
"T5's over!!!"
omgosh so happy when i came back after the exam
and was already planning how to enjoy the weekends to the fullest.

yea true that there's still T3 & T4 to go next week,
but it's not a harm to enjoy after completing T5 first right??
xDD

the first thing i did when i reached home was to turn on the tv music bank!!
sad that i've missed the earlier part of the show =((
so then i enjoyed watching the later part
SHINee!!! came back with their new performance, JoJo..
it was not bad at all
and it was glad to get to see MinHo out there with the guys, cuz right, as we know, he was supposed to be in Canada.

and 2PM!! they won again!! *as expected actually :DD*
and i just love their encore performance,
the one they performed after their speech..
ChanSung & Taecyeon was soo adorable!! LOL
ChanSung was following Taecyeon's back,
and later Taecyeon took his revenge on ChanSung.
haha xDD

watch it here ;) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FIsrHWHL8jM

it was just now also that i found out there's a morning call alarm tone by HongKi
gahh i wanted that tone so badly..
it sounds so cute..!
but till now i haven't succeded in downloading it..haihzzzz

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=6PPYEW7F

just thought of updating blog today
and there's good news and bad news to talk about

good news is,
i passed my driving test :D
*ok like, finally? since i've started like quite long ago*
went there this morning,
and there was this guy who kept comforting me
keep advising me not to be nervous and all that,
*when the fact is, i wasnt THAT nervous ler.. lol*
and we dont know each other
*just met once when we did QTI together*
so i'm surprised that he could recognize me too,
especially since i cut my hair *again*

i think i can pass because of luck,
cuz the tester was scolding while i was driving..
always ask for faster speed =.=
there ws once when i had to turn right,
i DID put the signal,
but he didn't notice or what,
and scolded again =.=
luckily he did talk to me nicely, asking stuff before that
if not i was really gonna curse him d.. LOL jkjk

got full marks in part A of the test,
and that was because of luck too
cuz i heard many failed because of the 3-points
so i wondered how come i can pass

anyway, wasn't that happy that i finally got my license lo..
when i think of tomorrow..
T5!!!!
hope my luck can continue for tomorrow also ler.. =/
as a conclusion,
tomorrow's the big day

found this on one of my facebook contact's profile,
and FYI, he's also a big fan of the drama You're Beautiful ^^

from top: TaeKyung & HeYi, ♥ Jeremy ♥ , TaeKyung, MiNyeo

from top: ShinWoo, HeYi, ShinWoo & Mi-nyeo

was out almost the whole day today,
since morning till just came back not long ago

met up with 'old friends' EunHae, MeiYin & Cheow Hoong >.<
honestly we've never met since long time ago,
as EunHae & MeiYin was studying in KL,
while Cheow Hoong is studying F6.
so it was nice got to hang out with them again ^^

we first went for buffet at Eastin Hotel
but ended up taking the dessert the most LOL
but it was not bad la,
better than in PJ's i should say :S

met Eunhae nia already got shock d,
she came to me with this big bag and guess what's inside??

souvenirs from KL xDD there's a teddy bear, MinHo's poster, and SS501 tag :D

the teddy bear.. i know it must be her beloved too.. haha

:D

MinHo's poster :DD

after they've went back,

i still stayed at QB,

and continued walking with my family

goshh today's really tiring

but full of fun!

:D

p/s: so sad that KL's trip on 18th had to be cancelled.. =((

gosh i'm praying really hard that after 26th i'll get to go with chingu!! :D

feeling quite bored on Sunday,
after completed YB,
so when i online at night,
i can't help but to watch the videos related to them
their BTS, fan-made videos.. loadsss..
really enjoyed watching their videos,
especially this,

http://yabfighting.wordpress.com/

gosh i can tell you,
i'm really jealous of the fans!!
they got to be so close to them,
visited them at the filming site,
and even presented the presents themselves..
made me feel kinda regret for not participating in the project earlier,
especially when you can see Jang Geun-suk was really accepting the presents happily =((

anyway after what happened yesterday afternoon,
and this morning
felt really glad and relieved,
two stuff settled,
still alot more to go though.. =((
especially.. T5!! :S