.+. Serene .+.

just back from T3 CBE which started at 1130 just now
it was ok, my result too,
as usual got lower than i expected =.=
when i heard Kar Mun & Jason got 96,
i was like =O, but it's actually expected from both of them
so i was abit stressed ler both of them got so high :P

anyway when i woke up early this morning,
was told of a good news
my aunt has successfully delivered her son!!
LOL
even if it was a girl,
we'll feel happy for her also of course,
but this time it's happier cuz the baby's a boy
well, that's because the population of girls in our family is high,
the boys is like 1/3 of the number of the members only xDD
so yea, i finally got a cousin brother
*and i mean the very close one, my mum's side*

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and, there's this case which i just managed to confirm its existence
my parents are kinda unhappy that i'm INTO the kpop stuff
they don't show it that obvious ler,
but i'm always having that kind of feeling everytime.
when i'm online, ok let's say i DID online too long,
they'll raise their voice hinting me to stop facing the computer
*well, maybe that's a normal stuff for all of us*
but i guess they don't know that i'll be checking kpop stuff whenever i'm online huh??
they thought i was wasting time chatting with friends,
and risking myself joining all those sites
*yep, they don't know we sisters joined friendster, facebook, myspace etc..
cuz unfortunately, they stil forbids them =.=*

the worse thing happened 2 nights ago,
and i went to bed early that night,
after got shoo-ed by them.
while lying on the bed,
i kept thinking,
"why is mum and dad always like this??
don't they know that i can't live out of kpop world??
is it a crime to be addicted of kpop stuff??
are they trying to have me stick with them forever??
why don't they just hold me in prison then!?!"
these thoughts always played in my mind that night..
and eventough i passed my driving,
my mum doesn't like the fact that i'll be out most of the time
and eventough my dad says we're planning to go Korea for my sake,
he's still holding his idea that it's not wise for me to have more freedom on my own

AHHH
sometimes' i'll get really tired,
and even stressed if i miss out any kpop updates
so i can really release my tension, relax and enjoy whenever i read there's good news happening on our favourite bands
though there's still times when i get angry people who don't understand at all to critic them,
and got really sad too when there's crazy and ignorant fans causing bad things to happen on them..
it has been part of my daily routine to do all these stuff,
but, i guess there's still some who don't understand that..
some including my own parents..