.+. Serene .+.

well well well..
have been busy for the past few weeks,
and will be the same for these coming days also
though the 'real day' is arriving soon,
I'm still having the same doubts every night :(

ah anyway, I was supposed to mention this first,
Congrats to KARA!! Woots! You girls finally won on Music Bank yesterday..
so proud of you girls ^^
from the moment 'that' girl group started their promotion at the critical time of 2AM's,
I felt really disappointed to MuBank..
it's like they're really not being fair enough..
until yesterday FINALLY the real champion won =.=
Kara unnie hwaiting!! *hearts!!*
that was something I got cheered up for ^^

the next thing is,
my car's arriving soon !!
*well, it's considered my car ler right, since dad bought it from uncle's for
me* ><
and yeah, it's only a Kenari la.. and uncle has paid the full installments for it,
so dad decided to take it up for me, since they're changing a new car o.O
starting from this Sun, I'll be officially starting my practice LOL
excited? nah.. more like stressed? xD

this is the final and the most important thing of all
I'm meeting them in a week!!
Gosh still can't believe it i'm gonna meet them this real soon
when I bought the ticket in Jan,
I've been really hoping and hoping for this day to arrive sooner
to be able to enjoy it with my BFF *or ex-BFF* :(
but not for now.. :/
I don't know why!! T_T
please, whatever it is, please return that spirit to me T_T
in a second thought, I really hope both of us could get back together
*which is kinda, impossible for you i guess? :(*
almost every night the same thing playing in my head,
and what's more, there's so
many stuff to prepare for..
Till I can have the thought of not going straight away :(
so that's why, please, just let miracle to happen this time..
At least only this time..
Let me *or them* win some extra tickets..
so that they can accompany me to go there..