.+. Serene .+.

it's been a long time..
too much happenings since the day i got back from vacation last month,
makes me lazy to update all the stuff :P

anyway, received a shocking news today when i onlined,
which i couldn't resist to talk about it on my blog =S
it was from My Eunhyuk,
*actually she was already trying to tell me about this last night when we chat in fb,
but i offlined earlier =S*
so the thing is,
she suddenly told me, she wished to let them go
*them as in, her favourite kpop idols and boybands*
which is very shocking to me.

i know how crazy she has been getting over them,
becuase i'm in the same team as her :P
when we had our reunion with the rest of the gang,
we can't stop talking about kpop all the time,
and one of the time when they finally found out about one thing,
we know every detail of our idols,
we know what they're doing right now,
how they're doing,
what's their coming plan,
what's happening to them recently and all kinds of private stuff.
well, not really private la,
just as a concern since we're their fans.

so when My Eunhyuk told me that she's decided to give them up,
honestly saying, i'm a little bit angry,
and disappointed with her.
wanted to tell her lots of things,
reminding her how she used to get all excited when SS501 and MinHo oppa came to KL that day,
reminding her how sad we were when we knew our favourite idols contracted with H1N1
reminding her how our friendship got closer and stronger ever since we get to know about EunHae
reminding her how we started calling each other 'My Eunhyuk' & 'My Donghae'
reminding her about our 'yaksok'..
recalling all these already make me feel even sadder,
so i ended up wishing her luck instead of telling her all these,
which i think, will probably hurt her alot T_T

i respect her decision if she's determined to give them up,
she can give them up, all of them except Super Junior
which i think is the most powerful korean boyband that we had the most memories of
*EunHae's one of them*
i'm seriously hoping so..
*please, My Eunhyuk?*

but then,
after chatting with her just now,
she came up with another decision that she can't live without kpop ^^
*i know she can't. she still love them alot =]*
so for what i've said earlier,
it's my turn to forget about it =]
i know she'll be doing fine.
and i know she won't get to read this post,
so i'll stay positive and continue to '13elieve' in her ^^

*love you, My Eunhyuk!*