.+. Serene .+.

Annyeong to all my chingu!
For those who couldn’t attend the recent Super Show 2, I feel sad for all of you..
Really wished I could drag a few of you guys with me if I had extra tickets.. =(
But don’t be too disappointed, make sure you guys continue to support SJ’s coming 4jib! :D
As for those who were there, you know we had lots of fun :DD
So here I am, jotting down the memories that we ELFs had with ‘uri’ SJ oppa~

As you guys know, I’m not staying in KL,
So at first it was hard for me to attend the concert,
But managed to be there though xD *thanks a lot to ‘appa!’*
Reached the stadium later than planned *about 5pm* T_T
By that time most of the ELFs selling their merchandises have dismissed
*except some that were still surrounded by a bunch of people*
The number of ELFs lining up *according to the price of the ticket they bought* in front of the stadium is even worse :/
It was VERY noisy plus crowded *expected right*
And so all of us lined up there.. until it was about 635 when they finally opened the gate for us.

At 7.05 the opening stage was started off with TJ Thomas Jack *screams!! xD*
and another Malay artiste *I meant no offence, but I don’t know him.. MIAN!! =(*
anyway they each performed a song, until we ELFs had to wait again when they finished 15 minutes later…

couldn’t remember exactly what time they finally appeared,
but it was a loooong wait
however, their opening stage *slideshow plus their appearance* was awesome!! Gosh!
Then everything went like a train, very fast indeed after they performed the first song ‘A Man in Love’
After that was performance of U, Neorago, She Wants It when they finally stopped for awhile for their individual’s introduction *one of the fun parts to watch.. kekeke*
“URI SUPER JUNI-OR!”

Then they performed Angela *again screams!!!* took the video of the performance,
But sorry to say, my hand shook the most cause I was getting high during that performance already xD
why? Erm cause ‘Angela’ is like an EunHae’s love song? *EunHae moments are the most during this performance :D*
next was Disco Drive.. before a touching slideshow was displayed..
ahh watch the video and you will know =))

then continued with some of the members’ solo performance
Sungmin’s Baby Baby, Donghae’s Beautiful, Ryeowook’s Insomnia, Kyuhyun’s 原谅我, KRY with Sungmin’s What If, Leeteuk’s Honey, and Heechul’s Temptation of Sonata *with Henry’s violin performance*
And the last video performance I recorded, Don’t Don
Before my camera ‘got exhausted’ =.=
Gahh should really have bought a spare battery.. screw the cam xD
I did continue to snap pictures and recorded videos with iPhone,
but they were not that clear.. not as clear as how I got to watch them from where I sat :D

continued with performance of Twins, Our Love and ‘Puff the Magic Dragon’!
Shindong especially, was extremely funny in this performance
Crawling on the floor *pats head* xD
And continued with the dance battle they performed on Star Dance Battle
*another favourite performance! Cuz the choreo was soo beautiful :D*
Next was our ‘sexy’ SiWon oppa’s solo, Who Am I
And SJ-M’s appearance!! Performed 到了明天 and Super Girl
The stadium almost crashed with the ELFs’ reaction lol
Cuz all suddenly got very high and even dance along during Super Girl :DD
But.. missing the leader though.. =( Hangeng come back!! T_T

Then, finally it was the performance that we ELFs have been waiting for,
“SHINING STAR”
As planned, all the lightsticks were switched off, and we turn on our mini torchlight instead
The view was BEAUTIFUL!! Hard to describe how it looked like,
But it was really like stars not only shining, but twinkling as well.. NICE!!
Other than that, we aimed closely at all the oppa as well, *as it was always during this performance that the oppa will cry T_T*
When I finally noticed one of them shed tears...
Leeteuk oppa! Omo the leader cried! And Fishy! I mean Donghae almost couldn’t stand his tears from falling too.. T_T
GAHH!! Felt really sad watching this moment.. while the other side of me was feeling proud too..
cuz we, we MALAYSIAN ELFs did it!!
*though what the Taiwanese ELFs did was still more beautiful.. xD*

then “sorry sorry sorry sorry..”.. Sorry, Sorry!!
at that time my parents have arrived outside the stadium.. and my dad texted me, “the song is nice.. I can hear from here”
I was thinking, of course it is! *cuz non-ELFs only know this song? LOL xD*

after that slideshow for Chu~ was shown.. it was funny *but too bad couldn’t record it T_T*
then performance of Chu~ started *laughed the most during this perf,
KKWIYEOP-TTA!!*
They.. I mean Donghae, Heechul, Eunhyuk, Shindong, Ryeowook *did I miss anyone?* were all soo cute!
HaeMber, SulHee, DongToria, Euntal.. wakaka :P love Donghae as Amber especially xD
*do it do it Chu~*..
Sunny performance..
Pajama Party when Siwon suddenly threw a heart-shaped pillow to our side
Ahh but I didn’t get it :P
Lucky to the one sitting below!! :P
Then Carnival!! Waaa EunHae moments!! LOL xD *can’t help but to just focus on them during this performance..
They really look more like ‘brothers’ omg.. haha
The moment I regret the most! Cuz they were not standing at the stage in front of where I was sitting.. sobz..
Donghae went to Eunhyuk, and they held up ‘은휵 ♥ 동해 Eunhyuk loves Donghae’ banner..
Then when Eunhyuk sat on the steps, Donghae immediately went and sat beside him when he turned to the back
Lol speechless!! :P
EUNHAE JJANG! :DD

next performance of Rokkuko..

and Wonder Boy.. focus on Heechul and Donghae oppa!! Lol both of them were really mischievous xD
first it was Heechul, he went to the corner of the stage when the other oppa was busy sprinkling water to the ELFs
and we were like wondering what was he doing..
he stood up and gave a big water sprinkle to those standing opposite him lol..
then only I knew he was refilling his water gun =.= LOL
whoa I really pitied those sitting at the first row, and those standing in the rock pitt area too
sure their shirt got wet :P
after all those sprinkles and running,
leader Leeteuk oppa started his speech.. we went silent for awhile, but still replied after his words..
the power of ELFs! Listen to what the leader has to say.. :D
and then the mischievous Donghae finally showed his ‘true side’ xD
he copied what Leeteuk did, at first we still managed to catch up and replied him, but after that we went round and round already lol..
as he shouted out a phrase which we find it hard to follow =P
another thing to focus,
“4JIB DAEBAK! 4JIB DAEBAK! 4JIB DAEBAK!”
Looking forward to SJ’s coming album!! :D

Marry U.. another performance I anticipated the most.. cuz it’s one of my favourite SJ songs!!!
Joined the other ELFs, we sang along during the performance..

“pyeong saeng gyeo te it seul ge I DO.. neol sa rang ha neun geol I DO.. nun ggwa bi ga wa do a ggyeo ju myeon seo I DO.. neo reul ji kyeo jul ge I DO.. * :P

Zhou Mi and Henry came out to greet us too.. *ZhouRy! ZhouRy! :D*
And then they ended with their thank you speech.. T_T
It was about 11 that they ended..
Honestly I really felt, “gahh it finished sooo fast!!” :/
But all things come to an end.. =(
Just got to wait for their comeback! =)

well well well..
have been busy for the past few weeks,
and will be the same for these coming days also
though the 'real day' is arriving soon,
I'm still having the same doubts every night :(

ah anyway, I was supposed to mention this first,
Congrats to KARA!! Woots! You girls finally won on Music Bank yesterday..
so proud of you girls ^^
from the moment 'that' girl group started their promotion at the critical time of 2AM's,
I felt really disappointed to MuBank..
it's like they're really not being fair enough..
until yesterday FINALLY the real champion won =.=
Kara unnie hwaiting!! *hearts!!*
that was something I got cheered up for ^^

the next thing is,
my car's arriving soon !!
*well, it's considered my car ler right, since dad bought it from uncle's for
me* ><
and yeah, it's only a Kenari la.. and uncle has paid the full installments for it,
so dad decided to take it up for me, since they're changing a new car o.O
starting from this Sun, I'll be officially starting my practice LOL
excited? nah.. more like stressed? xD

this is the final and the most important thing of all
I'm meeting them in a week!!
Gosh still can't believe it i'm gonna meet them this real soon
when I bought the ticket in Jan,
I've been really hoping and hoping for this day to arrive sooner
to be able to enjoy it with my BFF *or ex-BFF* :(
but not for now.. :/
I don't know why!! T_T
please, whatever it is, please return that spirit to me T_T
in a second thought, I really hope both of us could get back together
*which is kinda, impossible for you i guess? :(*
almost every night the same thing playing in my head,
and what's more, there's so
many stuff to prepare for..
Till I can have the thought of not going straight away :(
so that's why, please, just let miracle to happen this time..
At least only this time..
Let me *or them* win some extra tickets..
so that they can accompany me to go there..

okay the stuff i'm about to post up,
it may sound really ridiculous *and lame*
but honestly i swear!
this is exactly the dream i had last night >.<
and FYI, i even woke up in the middle of the night just to note this down
cuz yeah, it's sad that everytime i had nice dream,
i'll tend to forget all about it the next morning =/

so here's the story..
it happened on the day i went for their promo *i mean SJ's promo*,
me with another unnie *elder sister*
and the first person i met was Donghae
*from outside of the building, he was going to enter into the building, and we were even walking the same way*
then entered the lift. i was alone with him in the lift.
he was standing in front of me,
and since he looked really cold *as in ego =.=*
*which is kinda unbelievable, cuz the real Donghae's not even this kind =.=*
anyway so yeah, since i was too nervous to speak,
we remained silent till the lift reached our destination
*forgot where we were heading to though. aiks ==*
and then, we both headed to unnie's car
*yea now i remember, i think the unnie's someone like their manager or something*
*omo how can i even get to be close with people like her?!? xDD*
in the car, the situation is not much different but i finally have the courage
*yeah too nervous before this xD* to talk to him.
erm there was nothing much i told him i guess,
except to ask for his permission to take a picture with him xD

and then, here's the best part..
Donghae's Anchovy *ok sorry i keep calling him this way, cuz that's exactly their relationship, EunHae :D* came to the car
the first thing i realised,
their hairstyle is the same!
and they even dyed the same colour =O
which is light brown, on top of their original colour, black
*again, another unbelievable one, since Eunhyuk has just dyed his hair back to black =/* wakaka anyway, after seeing Eunhyuk,
without me realising,
Donghae just got excited and act like the one i always see, the cheerful Donghae >.<
ahahah and about Eunhyuk,
he just keep smiling, when talking to the unnie,
and even when greeting me..
kyaaaa!! *the mischievous anchovy* >.<
and again, asked to take picture,
but this time is to take BOTH of their picture,
since i saw an application of EunHae. haha xD

and then, i woke up =(
gahh shouldn't felt so excited,
then maybe i can sleep longer already..
bwahaha xD

sweet dream! *cheers!* :DD

just to state it clear first,

so i was saying that i got hurt twice at the same time
or can be said having two-same-kind problems
involving two of my good friends =/
which was why i was having a hard time before this.

but i'm glad one of them is settled now
we're good together back =)
and that really has to thank someone seriously
that 'someone' has been listening to all my problems..
and advising me on what i should do and all..
i do not know how did we get this close,
but it just happened.
one thing which makes me sad is that,
i wasnt able to help him with anything
i know he's having a hard time before this too..
having his problem too,
but i can only listen to him,
and not being able to help :/

anyway i hope he's cheered up by now
and really,
Thank You, 'sensei'!! :D

well, after this incident too,
makes me realize of one important thing.
i'm glad i still have you guys though i've lost one important good friend of mine..

love ya!! ^^

"everything's over..
am i wrong to letting out what i'm feeling inside??
weak? backstabbing you? obsessed till my life's affected? gaining sympathy??
so that's how you've been thinking of me all this while..
thanks for not making me a fool and dont know everything's that going on.
i finally understand what you're thinking....
will respect your every decision, like always.
and i know i dont regret knowing you as a friend."

you want it to be over between us?
fine, i'll go with it
funny how i thought we were so close last time,
thinking that we wont be like others who're having problem with their BFF
and now this thing is happening on us.
who to blame?
just blaming myself for not understanding you enough
and just supporting your decision all the time
and dont even know what you're actually thinking inside..
now that i finally understand,
but it's already too late..

realised it's not a wise decision to tell outsiders about our real feelings
but honestly, i dont blame anyone at all
and sad to say that i'm still trying to search for the wrong words that i've said
till can be taken as 'backstabbing you??'
i hate myself to be easily influenced by you,
from the group that i once supported,
until it can turn to the group i hate the most
they're not bad, i knoww..
just that it's disappointing to think that you're liking them back after there's one person that has been influenced by you to hating them
T_T
right, it's wise not to care about all this
glad you're not also.

"regret for buying the tickets"
has been a nightmare to me everytime when i thought of this words at night
it's sad to know how you've changed within this one week
and, it's all because of me??
recalling the moment how hard i've persuaded my dad to let me attend this concert,
partly because of wanting to watch Eunhae together with you
now i'll train myself to continue looking forward to it and enjoy the concert alone...

nothing can describe how i'm feeling right now..
it's just..
too hurt

it's been a long time..
too much happenings since the day i got back from vacation last month,
makes me lazy to update all the stuff :P

anyway, received a shocking news today when i onlined,
which i couldn't resist to talk about it on my blog =S
it was from My Eunhyuk,
*actually she was already trying to tell me about this last night when we chat in fb,
but i offlined earlier =S*
so the thing is,
she suddenly told me, she wished to let them go
*them as in, her favourite kpop idols and boybands*
which is very shocking to me.

i know how crazy she has been getting over them,
becuase i'm in the same team as her :P
when we had our reunion with the rest of the gang,
we can't stop talking about kpop all the time,
and one of the time when they finally found out about one thing,
we know every detail of our idols,
we know what they're doing right now,
how they're doing,
what's their coming plan,
what's happening to them recently and all kinds of private stuff.
well, not really private la,
just as a concern since we're their fans.

so when My Eunhyuk told me that she's decided to give them up,
honestly saying, i'm a little bit angry,
and disappointed with her.
wanted to tell her lots of things,
reminding her how she used to get all excited when SS501 and MinHo oppa came to KL that day,
reminding her how sad we were when we knew our favourite idols contracted with H1N1
reminding her how our friendship got closer and stronger ever since we get to know about EunHae
reminding her how we started calling each other 'My Eunhyuk' & 'My Donghae'
reminding her about our 'yaksok'..
recalling all these already make me feel even sadder,
so i ended up wishing her luck instead of telling her all these,
which i think, will probably hurt her alot T_T

i respect her decision if she's determined to give them up,
she can give them up, all of them except Super Junior
which i think is the most powerful korean boyband that we had the most memories of
*EunHae's one of them*
i'm seriously hoping so..
*please, My Eunhyuk?*

but then,
after chatting with her just now,
she came up with another decision that she can't live without kpop ^^
*i know she can't. she still love them alot =]*
so for what i've said earlier,
it's my turn to forget about it =]
i know she'll be doing fine.
and i know she won't get to read this post,
so i'll stay positive and continue to '13elieve' in her ^^

*love you, My Eunhyuk!*

EunHae :D

woke up earlier today,
cuz need to settle some stuff before going to GP for another reunion
while i was preparing,
received a call from dad as usual,
cuz they're out every morning,
and will call to home to check on us
but this time,
he told a different thing,
"Aunt's baby boy is gone. he's died."
i was like, "HUH!?!?"
so shocking!
later do i learnt that he has problem with his heart since he was born last Wednesday
gosh pity the little boy..
and the thought of how aunt's gonna react with this crossed my mind
cuz the whole family was so happy to accept this new member to the family
and how hard aunt delivered him,
now they said he's gone and that's it
T_T

gonna reach the time we've decided to meet up,
but mum and dad are not home yet..
that's why i can blog about this right now
but still looking forward to the reunion,
as next week i won't be around,
can't online,
can't catch up with kpop news,
can't catch up with shows,
and the worst part is,
CAN'T SMS!!

gosh i'm so gonna miss you guys
T_T

it all started with Mnet Asian Music Awards (MAMA)
that they started to have unfair results of the winners

after MAMA, the Golden Disk Award (GDA) was being quite fair i feel,
at least some of the awards were given to two winners who deserves them.

was thinking of only checking the result for Melon Awards tomorrow which was shown live today
but i ended up dropping at facebook again,
and was so shocked to see the news with almost the same headline all over my homepage,
SNSD got it all!!
WTH?!?!
out of the 12 awards, half were given to SNSD
whereas SJ & 2PM only got top10 artist award :S

ok this is too over..
how come all the awards presentations are SNSD-biased??
i know they're very popular in the kpop world,
but awards presentation should be fair, and focus more at the quality right??
seriously and honestly,
SJ & 2PM's albums are wayyyy better!
how can they won the song and album awards?!?
i feel so disappointed and sad for SJ..
they seriously deserves more than just top10 award =.=

now this news gonna make me spend the whole night "BURNING" :@:@:@

just back from T3 CBE which started at 1130 just now
it was ok, my result too,
as usual got lower than i expected =.=
when i heard Kar Mun & Jason got 96,
i was like =O, but it's actually expected from both of them
so i was abit stressed ler both of them got so high :P

anyway when i woke up early this morning,
was told of a good news
my aunt has successfully delivered her son!!
LOL
even if it was a girl,
we'll feel happy for her also of course,
but this time it's happier cuz the baby's a boy
well, that's because the population of girls in our family is high,
the boys is like 1/3 of the number of the members only xDD
so yea, i finally got a cousin brother
*and i mean the very close one, my mum's side*

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and, there's this case which i just managed to confirm its existence
my parents are kinda unhappy that i'm INTO the kpop stuff
they don't show it that obvious ler,
but i'm always having that kind of feeling everytime.
when i'm online, ok let's say i DID online too long,
they'll raise their voice hinting me to stop facing the computer
*well, maybe that's a normal stuff for all of us*
but i guess they don't know that i'll be checking kpop stuff whenever i'm online huh??
they thought i was wasting time chatting with friends,
and risking myself joining all those sites
*yep, they don't know we sisters joined friendster, facebook, myspace etc..
cuz unfortunately, they stil forbids them =.=*

the worse thing happened 2 nights ago,
and i went to bed early that night,
after got shoo-ed by them.
while lying on the bed,
i kept thinking,
"why is mum and dad always like this??
don't they know that i can't live out of kpop world??
is it a crime to be addicted of kpop stuff??
are they trying to have me stick with them forever??
why don't they just hold me in prison then!?!"
these thoughts always played in my mind that night..
and eventough i passed my driving,
my mum doesn't like the fact that i'll be out most of the time
and eventough my dad says we're planning to go Korea for my sake,
he's still holding his idea that it's not wise for me to have more freedom on my own

AHHH
sometimes' i'll get really tired,
and even stressed if i miss out any kpop updates
so i can really release my tension, relax and enjoy whenever i read there's good news happening on our favourite bands
though there's still times when i get angry people who don't understand at all to critic them,
and got really sad too when there's crazy and ignorant fans causing bad things to happen on them..
it has been part of my daily routine to do all these stuff,
but, i guess there's still some who don't understand that..
some including my own parents..

got really exhausted when i came back last night,
cuz was 'busy' the whole day yesterday.

Saturday night was the night before aunt's wedding,
so had to go over to grand-aunt's *grandpa's sister* house for dinner also.
came back quite late, so slept late too

then mum woke us up very early the next morning which was yesterday =.=
which was the wedding day.
but we sisters didn't bother to listen la, cuz really couldn't wake up that early too zZz
we ended up reaching there late, *well, quite*
the bridegroom reached after we reached awhile,
so yea, good, didn't need to waste time waiting also. LOL
and the next thing we knew,
we were dragged to the bride's room.
*right, the "unmarried-girls-please-head-to-the-room" kind of stuff* =/
we were like so blur that time,
and what's more, we were in-charged of playing pranks on the groom.
but yeah, that was fun..
we didn't do much, just added joy to the atmosphere was enough xDD



and then when the bride & groom came out,
we were dragged to the guys of the groom's side,
to.. *what do we call that??* tied the flower on their shirts,
*yea some sort =.=*
and they tied on our wrists in return..

went over to the groom's after that,
and we came home after everything kinda settled, about 1 smtg

thought wanna go for a nap after that la,
but *thanks to Eunhae chingu*,
i was more eager to go online check on kpop updates xD

and about 5 smtg,
started preparing for the dinner at night
and headed to Red Rock Hotel..

chingu must have enjoyed the christmas party too,
owh wish i could go instead of dinner :P



*gosh my feet really hurts, stupid high-heels :S*

wow gotta shout with this,
"T5's over!!!"
omgosh so happy when i came back after the exam
and was already planning how to enjoy the weekends to the fullest.

yea true that there's still T3 & T4 to go next week,
but it's not a harm to enjoy after completing T5 first right??
xDD

the first thing i did when i reached home was to turn on the tv music bank!!
sad that i've missed the earlier part of the show =((
so then i enjoyed watching the later part
SHINee!!! came back with their new performance, JoJo..
it was not bad at all
and it was glad to get to see MinHo out there with the guys, cuz right, as we know, he was supposed to be in Canada.

and 2PM!! they won again!! *as expected actually :DD*
and i just love their encore performance,
the one they performed after their speech..
ChanSung & Taecyeon was soo adorable!! LOL
ChanSung was following Taecyeon's back,
and later Taecyeon took his revenge on ChanSung.
haha xDD

watch it here ;) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FIsrHWHL8jM

it was just now also that i found out there's a morning call alarm tone by HongKi
gahh i wanted that tone so badly..
it sounds so cute..!
but till now i haven't succeded in downloading it..haihzzzz

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=6PPYEW7F

just thought of updating blog today
and there's good news and bad news to talk about

good news is,
i passed my driving test :D
*ok like, finally? since i've started like quite long ago*
went there this morning,
and there was this guy who kept comforting me
keep advising me not to be nervous and all that,
*when the fact is, i wasnt THAT nervous ler.. lol*
and we dont know each other
*just met once when we did QTI together*
so i'm surprised that he could recognize me too,
especially since i cut my hair *again*

i think i can pass because of luck,
cuz the tester was scolding while i was driving..
always ask for faster speed =.=
there ws once when i had to turn right,
i DID put the signal,
but he didn't notice or what,
and scolded again =.=
luckily he did talk to me nicely, asking stuff before that
if not i was really gonna curse him d.. LOL jkjk

got full marks in part A of the test,
and that was because of luck too
cuz i heard many failed because of the 3-points
so i wondered how come i can pass

anyway, wasn't that happy that i finally got my license lo..
when i think of tomorrow..
T5!!!!
hope my luck can continue for tomorrow also ler.. =/
as a conclusion,
tomorrow's the big day

found this on one of my facebook contact's profile,
and FYI, he's also a big fan of the drama You're Beautiful ^^

from top: TaeKyung & HeYi, ♥ Jeremy ♥ , TaeKyung, MiNyeo

from top: ShinWoo, HeYi, ShinWoo & Mi-nyeo

was out almost the whole day today,
since morning till just came back not long ago

met up with 'old friends' EunHae, MeiYin & Cheow Hoong >.<
honestly we've never met since long time ago,
as EunHae & MeiYin was studying in KL,
while Cheow Hoong is studying F6.
so it was nice got to hang out with them again ^^

we first went for buffet at Eastin Hotel
but ended up taking the dessert the most LOL
but it was not bad la,
better than in PJ's i should say :S

met Eunhae nia already got shock d,
she came to me with this big bag and guess what's inside??

souvenirs from KL xDD there's a teddy bear, MinHo's poster, and SS501 tag :D

the teddy bear.. i know it must be her beloved too.. haha

:D

MinHo's poster :DD

after they've went back,

i still stayed at QB,

and continued walking with my family

goshh today's really tiring

but full of fun!

:D

p/s: so sad that KL's trip on 18th had to be cancelled.. =((

gosh i'm praying really hard that after 26th i'll get to go with chingu!! :D

feeling quite bored on Sunday,
after completed YB,
so when i online at night,
i can't help but to watch the videos related to them
their BTS, fan-made videos.. loadsss..
really enjoyed watching their videos,
especially this,

http://yabfighting.wordpress.com/

gosh i can tell you,
i'm really jealous of the fans!!
they got to be so close to them,
visited them at the filming site,
and even presented the presents themselves..
made me feel kinda regret for not participating in the project earlier,
especially when you can see Jang Geun-suk was really accepting the presents happily =((

anyway after what happened yesterday afternoon,
and this morning
felt really glad and relieved,
two stuff settled,
still alot more to go though.. =((
especially.. T5!! :S

right, so i've finally finished watching till the last episode of 'You're Beautiful",
two days later than others
*as usual, need to wait for eng-subbed videos to be uploaded whihc is slower than the chi-subbed =.=*
the whole episode was.. OK
the usual happy ending and nervous parts are there,
oh, there's many touching parts in this epi too
so it's normal that many of us cried alot while watching T_T
it was VERY sad,
espcially for me cuz Jeremy didn't appear much =((

this is the guy, Jeremy!!! omo.. he's soo cute.. xDD *ok this is not a gay pic, folks!* it was the part when the manager was dragging away Jeremy from talking to Mi-Nyeo (impersonating Mi-Nam) who came back after they lost contact with her.

my second favourite part, Mi-nyeo who got drunk in the restaurant, accidentally fell onto Tae-kyung's lap, and they didn't know that she was Mi-nyeo that time yet, until Tae-kyung noticed something odd, and eventually recognized that it was her. this shows how much attention Mi-nyeo receive from him.. *aww.. >.<*

next, the flashbacks!! one of the incident Tae-kyung recalled was this, during the time he serenaded her 'Fly Me to the Moon'. the next thing i realized during this flashback part also, was the background song, Hannah Montana's 'The Climb' was played!! if you've listened to the song before, you'll know that the lyrics really fit into this part perfectly.

4th: A.N.Jell's last concert. my favourite part also, cuz FYI, this part was shown real, live.. or what should i call it?? the filming event was opened to the fans around the world *but too bad it was in Korea =((* the huge amount of audience, with the fans excitement is real, not just for the sake of showing in front of camera. special huh..

now the climax is finally here. Tae-kyung went out and performed first *and the only one's performance which was shown =.=* while searching for Mi-nyeo in the huge crowd. what makes it more interesting and touching was the fact that he has night-blindness. so you think la, this guy was really suffering during this part.. *though it's only in the show* the searching part took quite some time too, while the fans enjoyed watching his performance of "What Should I Do". gosh, since i was watching with eng-subbed, i got touched by the lyrics.. it was so meaningful.. !

" What Should I Do

As I let you walk another step away, it brings tears to my eyes

As you walk another step away, it brings tears to my eyes

I reach out my hand, but you go where I can’t approach

I can’t hold onto you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do?

You’re leaving

What should I do? What should I do?

You’re leaving me and going away

I love you, I love you

I call out to you but you can’t hear me,

because I’m only crying out with my heart

All day, I try to erase you but I keep thinking of you

All day, I say goodbye but I think of you again

I reach out my hand, but you go where I can’t go

I can’t find you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do?

You’re leaving

What should I do? What should I do?

You’re leaving me and going away

I love you, I love you

I call out to you but you can’t hear me,

because I’m only crying out with my heart

What should I do? What should I do?

You’re still the one for me

What should I do? What should I do?

You’re leaving me

What should I do? What should I do?

You’re leaving me and going away

I love you, I love you

I call out to you but you can’t hear me

because I’m only crying out with my heart. "

after this, Mi-nyeo was actually gonna walk back d, though she wanted so much to stay,

when suddenly Tae-kyung shouted his usual line

“You’re listening now, aren’t you? It’s so bright here, and your side is so dark that I can’t see you. Please, don’t be where I can’t see you! Come to where I can see you. Give permission to let me see you.”

so then, when the stage lights was cut and turned to the audience light instead, he spotted her..

haha that's the beginning of the happy ending la..

the whole thing was so touching and sweet huh?

i bet i'll never be able to forget these sweet parts..

i'm missing these guys!! T_T

credit: javabeans.com

signing off: Serene

- YB rocks!! -

now this is a really swt case

there's this guy who added me on MSN
and he started to come find me last night
said he used to be an IPG student,
and got my email add from facebook
*which means he added me on FB, and i didn't even notice =.=*
well, that is still ok..
until i got really fed up with the topic he chatted.

at first he was asking alot about myself,
but i didn't feel anything wrong to tell him,
since he said he treated me like his sister *WTH?!?!*
and by chatting with me 'rekindles' his memory in IPG
so ok lo.. chat chat chat,
until he keeps praising my picture
say i'm pretty, bla bla bla.. and my lips is nice
*again, WTH?!?!*
which hints another thing,
he was staring at my picture?? why does he do that?? swt!!
this is NOT interesting, to some girls maybe..
instead, it gives me the creep!

another thing,
we didn't even met, and didn't know each other as well,
you would ask a girl to your house??
i mean come on la,
DON'T MAKE IT SO OBVIOUS!!!
"you were asking, when you're free, feel free to come to my house"
and even gave me his num.. *for what huh? =.=*
i was thinking "good, 'wait long long', cuz i dont even hope to see you" =.=
of course i didn't say that..
and tried to ignore the num, so luckily he didn't ask for mine..
but i was getting really HOT!! *creepy+angry+swt* =.="

luckily he said he was applying for a course at main campus
which means, i won't have the chance to see him *GOOD!!!*
F**k OFF! stupid! swt case =/
how come there's still this kind of guys exist in this world??
=.="